I'm at a point where i honestly wouldn't mind not giving a shit. I feel like i am always getting my feelings hurt when i'm just trying. Simply trying. People these days seem to be a waste of time. All of them are self centered and could care less about someone else's feelings. So why should I? What's the point of being nice, respectful, and thoughtful for someone who couldn't give two fucks.
I find myself so lost these days. There are moments when i just enter another world. I lose touch with what is going on around me. Total and utter peace and quiet. Sometimes i wish i could stay. My life seems like nothing but pain right now. I am getting so tired. I just want to disappear. I used to hate feeling invincible; but right now that seems so lovely. I do realize how depressing that sounds...but it's the truth.
Life is so bittersweet.
