I just want to say thank you to everyone who made today so special! I have the best support system, family, & friends! I appreciate each and every one of you and all the things you have done! Today wouldn't have been possible if not for you! I feel so blessed and lucky to have been able to give my sweet little girl the part she deserved! She got some great presents, cash, and a face full of raspberry cake filling! The only down side is she wasn't feeling so well! But she is a trooper and pulled through! Bry did some grilling and we made a lot of sweets last night! Everything looked so amazing! Even though i didn't do everything i had planned or how i had planned it turned out to be just how it was meant to be! After the party was over and we were cleaning up we released some balloons. I had the idea to write a note to Gabriel Lancia 's son so we could celebrate with him. I also did one for my grandparents, a birthday wish for Luna, and some positive affirmation ones. It was very cool! We got pictures on so many cameras and phones you would have thought she was a celebrity. So it may take a few days or a week to upload them for those of you who couldn't make it! I'm sorry if it takes awhile! Thank you all again & Love you all so much! : )

All in all today was a very special day for my little family. I can not believe that a year ago today at 3:23 a.m. i had a sweet little baby girl. And our lives have never been the same since then! Things may get hectic and overwhelming sometimes, but you are the best thing besides your daddy that has ever happened to me Luna Bean! I am so thankful and proud to call you mine. You are such a sweet, patient, and loving little girl. Thank you for letting me be your mommy. There is nothing better or more fulfilling. I love you sweetheart to the moon and back!


I will admit if you had asked me a year ago, if i thought i would be where i am now i would have said no. But does that me i regret choosing to try for a baby? HELL NO! Sometimes i do get so overwhelmed i could rip my hair out and just scream. But there are days that are so good and amazing that the others wash themselves out after time. (not always) but hey without kids you still have bad days! It's building up the strength, patience, and sweetness to be able to handle it  all! I say if you can survive the first year then you can do it! Being a mom has changed my life drastically. My daughter is the closest thing to my heart. She's a spoiled little girl! But she is mine. And i love her no matter how she is! I always will. Anyway...just a little bit to get my thankfulness out in the open!! : )