Maybe that's all i deserve.

I wonder sometimes what the end goal of us meeting is. There is no point for you in my life except to torture me. It's all some sick joke that everyone but me is in on. Because it's not like you really care about me. Or at least you do but wont ever let me know. I wonder if you know how much you break my heart. I think about you every damn day. And how i wish things were different. How i wish you actually loved me and cared about me. There is nothing I'd want more. But all i get is the lies and deceit. But maybe that's all i deserve.........

I remember tears streaming down your face
When i said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light

I remember you said, don't leave me here alone

But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling

Every thing's on fire

The war outside our door keeps raging on

Hold onto this lullaby

Even when the music's gone

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound.